So maybe this is cheaper than therapy...

It's funny cause I think there are maybe two people that read this blog. And maybe that's a good thing cause sometimes I think it helps me to just write out random stuff and I think I'll feel better. I don't know. Maybe I want to talk it out but not really listen to random advice from people. Or a therapist? Who knows. I'm half healthy I guess.

I said today that I have problems and I can admit them, I'm just not interested in fixing them. So again, half healthy. I think lately stuff's been bugging me more lately than it should. I'm tired, content, frustrated, silly, busy, happy, exhausted, rested, overworked, involved. It's like crazy mood swings. And my sisters are the ones that are hormonal and pregnant. Maybe it's like pregnancy by proxy. Did I even use that right?

I love my DVR. I love being not at home. I love cuddling with my dog. I hate that he gets muddy every time I take him out lately cause it won't stop raining here.

I look at my calendar for the next 6 months and my chest hurts. But then I'm totally stoked cause it's gonna be a lot of fun stuff. I may be broke after but it's gonna be a wild ride.

Football season should be fun. I want to go to every game. Even the road ones that aren't even in Texas. You'd think I had a kid on the team. It's bizarre.

I realized I've posted a lot on this blog and never tagged any of them. Some times when I read other people's blogs I like the tags on the post just as much as the post itself. It's funny and silly and sometimes it's great.

I really think I'll be back to once a weeks. Talk about what I've done. Given how busy I'll be maybe it will be like my dear diary. Cause again, all two of you that read this may care just a little.

Hello hello

Wow, so taking a look at things it seems as though I took the year of 2009 pretty much off from blogging. I think I'd like to turn over a new leaf and start back in 2010. It's the year of changes right? I don't know why... just seems like it should be.

First change. I'm moving back to Houston. I'm still not sure what I think about it. I'm happy, then I'm not, then I feel guilty and am not sure what I should feel. Who am I offending? Does it offend my Dallas friends if I'm excited? Does it offend my Houston people if I'm not. At what point in life do you start worrying so much about what other people think? It's funny cause clearly it's nice to have people that care either way so... but sometimes it's a lot of pressure as well.

What other changes are in store for this year? Maybe if other changes start happening, I'll actually blog more and keep the 2 people that read this updated by the minute. I need to see if there's a blackberry app or something for this. Maybe I'll work on it more? Nah...